My crazy sexual thoughts are making me lose my mind boys.?

I am 17 years old and didn't hit puberty till I was 16.. So, all of the hormone rage is happening right now.. Is this all normal? I've never had gay thoughts in my life till now鈥?What is happening? I am so mad, I don't want to date dudes or like dudes ...



Straight:

- Have fallen in love with girls/gotten heart beating fast, change yourself/nervous in love head over heels for girls

- Have Had full on erections infront of girls or with girls because of them bending/in spandex, looking hot somehow

- Started looking at girls sexually at a young age, always intrigued by sears catalogue lingeres/hot girls in movies etc.

- I love big booty girls, thick legs, nice sized ****.. But love when a girls bum looks good in jeans, it just drives me crazy lol..

- Love checking out girls鈥?br>
- I always think about kissing a girls neck

- Have had sex dreams about performing oral sex on girls

- If I like a girl I want them to feel recognized.

- I think Vagina is so hot and cool looking and sexy and want to eat it like fruit.

- I always have crushes on girls..

- I want to have a wife or a long term girlfriend, hold hands, go to the movies, have our hearts connected.

- I have masturbated and gotten an erection to the girl i likes FB photos when she is fully clothed.

- Listening to A$$ Like That By Eminem gives me a fulll on ***** because it makes me think of girls in thongs shaking there asses..

- I have gotten two hard ons while watching TV and ended up beating it off to a girl bending and nick minaj in a pink spandex suit...

- When I have sex with a girl, I want to pleasure her and give her all the love she deserves and sees sex as the release of love.



Gay:

- Have had gay thoughts about having sex with friends, very school boy/jock-ish ones

- Have masturbated to gay porn

- Have spent hours looking looking at photos of the ideal guy and been fascinated by guys muscles/ huge bubble butts in public because I want the ideal body, so a girl can appreciate it.

- I love seeing a guy pleasured in lap dance porn or when a guy smacks a girls *** or checks her out because I wish I was the guy.

- Have had 2 gay sex dreams

- Have had ONE crush on a guy named matthew in my class.. I think it wasn't even a crush, it was like oh he's so cute aw and cool and he's a year younger then me :/

- I also think of having ideal guy friends who understand me and love me as friends, can talk about girls, like the same songs.. like the ideal "boys" to hang out with

- I like talking about sex with my guy friends, makes me feel comfortable like my extended family.

- I also look at guys that I think are cool and want to be friends with because a lot of people in my neighborhood aren't like me..

- Want a dominant male in my life to take me to a strip club and get me a lapdance with a hot girll





Incest:

- Have smelt my moms panties

- Have had sexual thoughts about having sex with family members..





Random: Thinking about having sex with Rain, doors, snakes, shower knobs..















Sexual Fantasies:



October, 22nd, 2011:



Straight:A hot blonde girl with thick legs comes over in spandex pants, I say "baby come over here for a second" and smack her ***, then watch it jiggle.. Then i tell her to ly on the bed and shy lys on her stomach and I keep staring at her *** and I eventually get hard and I end up smacking her ***, she gets kind of feisty and pulls off her pants and shoves her *** in a thong in my face. (I ***).







Gay: A younger guy in a choker is giving me a *******, I kiss his neck and then I **** him in the *** till he crys out of anger鈥?.



Then have had thoughts of giving my guy friends blowjobs but its just continuum of them always smacking everyones ***.



I always



For little things I always say: If I'm straight, I'm going to use this shampoo.. Or thiis website will load now if I'm straight but if it doesn't It means I'm gay

.My crazy sexual thoughts are making me lose my mind boys.?
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....



Okay now I have gotten that out of the way. Im not laughing at your situation... I'm laughing at your explanations... your quiet open to putting yourself out there. Prepare to cop **** from people now.



In all seriousness dude, your a teenager - period. Your going to have many weird thoughts pop up although your job is to decide which ones you choose to act on. Having thoughts about guys does not make you gay in any sense, heck it doesn't even mean you're bi, its just the hormones speaking.



Go experiment with whatever feels right at the time, just make sure you play safe man. Don't worry about labelling yourself yet... If you **** a guy now and feel like you never need to do it again you that doesn't make you gay or bi for the rest of your life. Its human to be interested in different forms of pleasure which includes same sex attractions amongst many other fetishes to explore... All people and many animal species are the same, all people, given some stage during their life will think about it but many find themselves happy in what they have already been doing and want to remain that way which is fine too.



Your worrying way too much about the labels... Don't worry so much. Your you and that's all that matters...



Now I'm a very open person and I guess I can kind of understand that everyone has that 'hot' cousin .... but I'm not sure I can condone sniffing your mum's underwear.... that's just a little :/

I think this is where you need to learn not to act upon the hormonal impulse.....
your not gay trust me i went though the same thing but i was straight do not convince yourself that your gay you might be bisexual but no one has to know about the gay part jk your not gay your straight and your a teen it happens to everybody and if they say no there lyingMy crazy sexual thoughts are making me lose my mind boys.?
I've learned to live with the crazy sexual thoughts. I'm 60 years old and still a horn dog. You have to learn to channel your sexual energy in order not to offend people or get arrested. Masturbation is your friend.
Would it totally burst your bubble to learn that you are totally normal?My crazy sexual thoughts are making me lose my mind boys.?
hey i saw this movie already
wow,
i have nothing to say to this..
Yeah. Sounds like a real bad case of raging hormones. Good news is that they won't rage much longer so hang in there and try not to over think the "straight or gay" thing to much. There's nothing I can tell you to help you make your mind up tonight anyway. Why? Raging hormones, that's why. Best of luck.
Human sexuality isnt your either gay or straight. Theres a range and most of the population does fantasize about the same sex. Its not black and white. You're just on the gayer side of straight. However, the incest things a little messed up.