Am I bisexual or straight? I don't want to like guys :(?

I am 17 years old and didn't hit puberty till I was 16.. So, all of the hormone rage is happening right now.. Is this all normal? I've never had gay thoughts in my life till now鈥?What is happening? I am so mad, I don't want to date dudes or like dudes ...



Straight:

- Have fallen in love with girls/gotten heart beating fast, change yourself/nervous in love head over heels for girls

- Have Had full on erections infront of girls or with girls because of them bending/in spandex, looking hot somehow

- Started looking at girls sexually at a young age, always intrigued by sears catalogue lingeres/hot girls in movies etc.

- I love big booty girls, thick legs, nice sized ****.. But love when a girls bum looks good in jeans, it just drives me crazy lol..

- Love checking out girls鈥?br>
- I always think about kissing a girls neck

- Have had sex dreams about performing oral sex on girls

- If I like a girl I want them to feel recognized.

- I think Vagina is so hot and cool looking and sexy and want to eat it like fruit.

- I always have crushes on girls..

- I want to have a wife or a long term girlfriend, hold hands, go to the movies, have our hearts connected.

- I have masturbated and gotten an erection to the girl i likes FB photos when she is fully clothed.

- Listening to A$$ Like That By Eminem gives me a fulll on ***** because it makes me think of girls in thongs shaking there asses..

- I have gotten two hard ons while watching TV and ended up beating it off to a girl bending and nick minaj in a pink spandex suit...

- When I have sex with a girl, I want to pleasure her and give her all the love she deserves and sees sex as the release of love.



Gay:

- Have had gay thoughts about having sex with friends, very school boy/jock-ish ones

- Have masturbated to gay porn

- Have spent hours looking looking at photos of the ideal guy and been fascinated by guys muscles/ huge bubble butts in public because I want the ideal body, so a girl can appreciate it.

- I love seeing a guy pleasured in lap dance porn or when a guy smacks a girls *** or checks her out because I wish I was the guy.

- Have had 2 gay sex dreams

- Have had ONE crush on a guy named matthew in my class.. I think it wasn't even a crush, it was like oh he's so cute aw and cool and he's a year younger then me :/

- I also think of having ideal guy friends who understand me and love me as friends, can talk about girls, like the same songs.. like the ideal "boys" to hang out with

- I like talking about sex with my guy friends, makes me feel comfortable like my extended family.

- I also look at guys that I think are cool and want to be friends with because a lot of people in my neighborhood aren't like me..

- Want a dominant male in my life to take me to a strip club and get me a lapdance with a hot girll





Incest:

- Have smelt my moms panties

- Have had sexual thoughts about having sex with family members..





Random: Thinking about having sex with Rain, doors, snakes, shower knobs..















Sexual Fantasies:



October, 22nd, 2011:



Straight:A hot blonde girl with thick legs comes over in spandex pants, I say "baby come over here for a second" and smack her ***, then watch it jiggle.. Then i tell her to ly on the bed and shy lys on her stomach and I keep staring at her *** and I eventually get hard and I end up smacking her ***, she gets kind of feisty and pulls off her pants and shoves her *** in a thong in my face. (I ***).







Gay: A younger guy in a choker is giving me a *******, I kiss his neck and then I **** him in the *** till he crys out of anger鈥?.



Then have had thoughts of giving my guy friends blowjobs but its just continuum of them always smacking everyones ***.



I always



For little things I always say: If I'm straight, I'm going to use this shampoo.. Or thiis website will load now if I'm straight but if it doesn't It means I'm gay



I love guys with fat asses and they intrigue me but I'm not going to bang you, I just want a nice bum girls like.



I want to be an alpha male.Am I bisexual or straight? I don't want to like guys :(?
Bisexual.
Lol your like me in guy form which means your confused and hormone enraged :DAm I bisexual or straight? I don't want to like guys :(?
Your so Gay, I cannot believe your asking this question
Possibly bisexual. Most men have some latent homosexual tendencies. This is normal but usually suppressed in persons who are primarily straight. At this early age it can be very confusing and may take some time to settle in one direction or the other. Try to decide what you really desire in your life and suppress the other side, and things will work themselves out. Some experimenting at both ends of the straight-gay scale may be helpful to tell you what you really want. give yourself some time to figure things out.Am I bisexual or straight? I don't want to like guys :(?
I can't tell if you're trolling or naive. I used the 'jealousy excuse' when I first realised I was gay, I tried to tell myself "you're just...jealous of other guys, that must be it!". Really I just liked guys. But you do say you are genuinely attracted to women, so you might be bi. Just know that its really easy to convince yourself to be attracted to things you're not actually attracted to because it sounds like your hormones are seriously raging. Just stop thinking 'Am I gay' all the time and you'll figure out what you are. BTW some of those fantasies are seriously disturbing.